hi everyone..i just thought to let all the people that know me im going into hospital on the 1st of august this friday...im having a major operation it will take 4 hours then i will end up in intensive care unit for a few days..if i didnt have this it would end up being fatal ...im very nerves at this moment in time i hope all goes well for me...i will let you all know when i get back home if i make it (which i know i will as im a fighter) i will have a great team looking after me but still worrrying ..i will keep you updated when i get back home...thankyou for reading from Derek( Ps its called a anirisum in you lower tummy)