Yes that sounds interesting.

Do you mean kill yourself if you lose?

He  means  losing to win 


SKY-22. Keep safe smile more  

Suicide checkers probably would make me a champion as I mostly lose anyway. 

I like suicide checkers occasionally. I try to play guests and see if they can pick up on what I am doing. Half the time they do and join in.

Suicide checkers is great fun...This needs to be added.